tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4394748010591510118.post173533090369986817..comments2021-03-27T02:37:07.617-07:00Comments on PsiKiGram: Finding Heaven in the New World Orderpsychegramhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11914887999856166297noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4394748010591510118.post-37139089373994829032009-04-17T08:05:00.000-07:002009-04-17T08:05:00.000-07:00Read your comment yesterday. Was in a funk as you...Read your comment yesterday. Was in a funk as you might have surmised from my troyalbanytrance post. Still, I laughed--one never knows who one appears to another as.<br /><br />I lost my weight when, after hitting bottom with my previous ways, I told some friends, and they said "try THIS 12-step program." As opposed to a couple of others that are out there. It wasn't easy. I had to grudgingly accept certain things that weren't palatable at the time, but it managed to hook me into the weight loss, and the brain-clearing, and the opening to joy and awe and wonderment that I had never before experienced.<br /><br />I'm 6+ years off of the Evil White Powders. I sponsor people. I'm sponsored. Keeps it real.Frostwolf T'Firerosehttp://troyalbanytrance.wordpress.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4394748010591510118.post-18866537096793210362009-04-15T18:13:00.000-07:002009-04-15T18:13:00.000-07:00You see yourself as an older shamanic fellow with ...You see yourself as an older shamanic fellow with hair feathers? What a coincidence! I see you as that, too! Only right now, not in the future ^_~ <br /><br />(funny the pictures you get in your head when you haven't a single clue to draw on.) <br /><br />110 pounds ... I'm impressed. How did you do it?psychegramhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11914887999856166297noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4394748010591510118.post-72537515092680955772009-04-15T11:41:00.000-07:002009-04-15T11:41:00.000-07:00Hey there, Psy! Got kind of busy the past few day...Hey there, Psy! Got kind of busy the past few days (and I don't log in much on the weekends).<br /><br />Thanks for your post today. I have been feeling that good vibration for awhile, though the parts of myself that are still attached to the Old W.D. are feeling a bit of pain. <br /><br />I've had my own little glimpses of that reality of which you speak, here and there. In one of them, I don't know if it's this life or a future one, but I see myself as an older shamanic fellow, walking around in a fur cape with eagle feathers and the like :) around the ruins of the city I work in now. I'm not sad in this vision, but I am wistful and nostalgic.<br /><br />I've had a "Big Eden" idea about the sort of reality we can be living since I saw the film of the same name (directed by Thomas Bezucha). And when I shed the 110 extra pounds I'd been carrying for however many years, it started to feel like it was not only possible, but inevitable it would happen.<br /><br />Still, as this week has been testament to, I do feel frustrations along the way. More like birth pangs, I guess. Try to use the solvent called "Gratitude" on them.Frostwolf T'Firerosehttp://troyalbanytrance.wordpress.comnoreply@blogger.com